I
don't know whats gotten into me lately but Ive got the blues. Its so hard to adjust living away from my family and closest friends. I do love my life, but I miss not being able to go to my parents for
Sunday dinner or calling an old friend for lunch. I know that being a new mom has been a lot harder for me than I had thought. I miss working with people and feeling like
I'm a part of this world.
Don't get me wrong I love being a mom but its a big adjustment. I know that this is all a learning
experience for me but sometimes I just need to vent about it. I love
Nephi so much and his willingness to work so hard so I can be home. I just want to find myself again. Maybe I just sound crazy to everyone, but I need some sunshine in my life, and I
don't mean the sun I get beat down with in Hurricane where I live. :) I want to be a happy mom and I hope
I'm doing a good job at it. I just needed to let this out, Sorry about the dumbest post ever. But I feel better after writing it out. And for those old friends and new friends who are reading this please know that I love you all very much and you make my life better.